I'm baaaack.

I finally get to detail the move.

So here are how things went since we last talked...

Wednesday, May 21st 2003: Packed, packed and more packed. All of our stuff started getting loaded on the truck and the computer got packed. We didn't finish on Wednesday so...

Thursday, May 22nd 2003: We finished loading the truck all up in the morning and we outta there by noon. At first it was okay, but then some stuff started happening with the cat. About 2 hours in she seemed to have some sort of a panic attack and started panting. 2 and a half hours in she suddenly jumped up, ran towards the back of the van, and promptly threw up. 3 hours in she started hacking again, she sat up in her seat and gagged, and gagged, and then she suddenly fell onto her side and started shaking like she was having a seizure then threw up. At this point we pulled over into the next rest area (in Pennsylvania) and called her vet. We got the cat all situated and hit the road again. She did real good the rest of the day and we stopped that night in West Virginia.

Friday, May 23rd 2003: We got up early, had some nice toast for breakfast, got kitty in her carrier and hit the road. We drove and drove until around 3pm when we finally reached Wilmington. There I went and got in the truck with my cousin's husband and she got in our van. We split up and while my mom and dad went with the cat and my cousin to the real estate office to get the keys, I directed Bob to our new house (by memory.) We unloaded a bunch of stuff that night and had Subway for dinner.

Saturday, May 24th 2003: The rest of the truck was unloaded, I became a little ill and ended up sleeping for the majority of the afternoon. That night we had Golden Corral for dinner.

Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, May 25th, 26th, and 27th, 2003: A whole lot of nothing. We ate, we slept, we went and got groceries we unpacked a lot of stuff.

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, May 28th, 29th, and 30th, 2003: Bob and Dad went back to New York really early Wednesday morning so it was just Me, Mom and Tammy for these three days until they return tonight. We did a whole lot of nothing. The cable people came Thursday and hooked us up with cable so soap operas were watching. On Wednesday night we went for a little walk and saw a race car in a garage. (Like a real Winston Cup one.)

That's all folks.

When I went to bed last night there was something I thought of that made me want to say I love my dad. Except now I'm forgetting what it was. It was something he did or said. Oh yeah, and apparently I "lied" about this being shut down. Things aren't going nearly as fast as I anticipated.

BTW the new Jewel video is so great. heh.

I've turned over a new leaf, so you'll see in my new description... here it is on this post just to commemorate the event:

I got sick of being nice to people, of protecting them. Somewhere around 19, the rain washed that nice girl away. I've come in her place. I will be honest to the point of brutality, keeping it bottled was killing that nice girl. You will get talked about. If you can't deal with it, then leave.

It means exactly what it says it does.

Right now I'm so pissed that my cousin and he husband's two bedroom apartment takes up almost the same amount of space as a 1-4 bedroom house. We're not gonna make this move right. There's just too much crap going, and going on. It's bullshit. Oh yeah, this is being shut down tonight so see you when I see you.

Peace. Out.

Why does my mom have to be such a fucking bitch all the time? Geeze. I went downstairs and when I got down I remember it was Monday and I was like "Oh! Everwood's on tonight." and she's like "No kidding." and I'm like "Ya'll being here all the time confused me." and she was like "You'd better get used to it!" and I was like "Why?" and she's like "It'll be that way down there." and I'm like "You'll be getting jobs won't you?" and she's like "We'll all be around at night." and I was like "Yeah, but during the day you'll work." and she's like "Oh no, I'm taking a break, you're gonna do all the working." and then Tammy stuck her nose in like "Yeah you're mom and I are gonna stay home and watch soaps." and Dad and I at the same time go (Dad)"You're both going to be getting jobs." (Me)"You're getting jobs, both of you." and Tammy's like "No I'm not." and I'm thinking "Bullshit." and Mom's like "Oh you're getting a goddamn job." and I'm like "Well, DUH, obviously you idiot." and she's like "Why don't you just keep out of it." and I'm like "Fine, whatever, Forget what I was going to ask I'll just do it anyway and if it's not working for you than screw you both."

It's like she WANTS to piss dad and I off. Jesus. At least we fucking try and get ahead, we don't sit on our fucking asses all goddamn day doing absolutely nothing. Dad is taking a huge chance here, not as big as it could have been mind you, but still huge, and he's upset enough as it is. They don't need to be piling all this shit on him AND treating me like crap in the process. I won't fucking stand for it. I've got to get the hell out of that hellhole before it's too fucking late.

I got to sleep in a little bit today, but only a little bit. Then I did some packing, and repainted my table's legs because mom didn't like the vine design on them. I wish she'd told me that before I actually did it... *sigh.* Now I need to go play the Dark Angel game... I can't wait!!! Two more days til S1 on DVD!

I have one quote running through my head right now...

"I would jump up and down waving sparklers but I'm fresh out of sparklers and my feet hurt too much to jump, but I promise next week I'll write a love song for the chandelier."

That's how I feel right now. I've been on my feet pretty much from the time I got up until now. Except for meals. I got up, got dressed, went to the attic, went downstairs had a quick breakfast, went outside, lugged some stuff around, walked down the street where I stood for over an hour watching a parade, walked back home, walked inside and sat down for all of 10 minutes watching "Trading Spaces: Boys vs. Girls." Then I went to the store, came back, unpacked the bags, walked around a bit, had a quick lunch, walked around a bit more, my cousins came so we were goofing off for a long time and they helped me complete and copy (more standing) the family tree, then a little more walking around, then putting stuff away and going to my aunt's for dinner(where I did get some sitting time yay!), came home, walked around the house a bit doing stuff, thought about walking to the carnival nearby, listened to my feet's sharp intake of breath, promptly asked my parents to forbid me to walk over, came upstairs and dabbled on the computer for like ten minutes, tried to take a nap for ten, went and washed up and washed my hair cause I felt funny, blowdried my hair, and now here I am...

*sigh.* Plus I was just told that tomorrow morning we will be continuing our garage sale, with no ad, and no notice, and I'll be the only one watching it.

Oh the joys.

I forgot to mention that the layout features Mila Kunis! YAY!

I thought that the new layout deserved a new quote. Likey?

New Layout! How's that for an update? HA!

*shriek*

Okay so mom quit her job and they're throwing her a little party like they do everyone else... on the 14th of MAY!

And they wanted me and dad to come too and I'm like "No way. There is NO WAY I am going on THAT NIGHT." and she gets all huffy. and Dad's like No. She doesn't have to go. But they're still going which kind of pissed me off because it was supposed to be MY NIGHT. MY BIG NIGHT!!! MY DEBUT! and Nooooooo now it's all about Mom and her stupid little farewell party.

BULLSHIT.