Have you ever felt completely naked, except been completely clothed?

Yeah.

I hate that. I hate being vulnerable. Even more, I hate being hurt............ *glares at radio*.... I also hate when I'm hurt and the radio plays a song that reminds me of another time I got hurt.

Brinkster is being a DORK. I don't know what is wrong with it. I tried to update something and it tried telling me I'd used all my space when I obviously hadn't. I hate the stupid thing.

On a totally unrelated note I am currently watching The Lone Ranger. Very good thus far. I'm grooving on it.

If Ashley's in the house lemme hear you say "Unhhhhhhhhhh."

UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so not pleased. Let me start at the begining. Yesterday afternoon we get this call to show our house at 9:30 this morning. So I have to be up, and clean, and prepared by then. So the only way that's happening is if my parents drag my ass out of bed at 7am, feed me, make me clothe myself and make my bed (so I'm less tempted to just crawl back in.) So I go to bed last night and first, I sleep CRAPPY. Second, I end up waking up around 6am but in that "I can hear you, but I'm trying to sleep" way. So I get up at 7, make my bed, go downstairs and get some juice and mommy makes us all breakfast because it's kind of amazing I'm even up. When I'm done I come back up and get dressed and get online to try and keep my mind off of crawling BACK into bed. Well about 5 minutes ago the phone rang. It was the real estate, cancelling because the people got called into work (or something.) Now... They want to show the house tomorrow at 9:30am. You can see why I am not pleased right? Right. I'm going back to bed now...

Unnnnnnnnnnhhhhhhhh.

Wow fun. So I went shopping this morning and got Tuck Everlasting. Then had lunch, and now here I am. Kind of bored. I suppose I should finish chapter 2 of TWTA before Chris beheads me.

I don't really know how to comment on today because of the fact it seemed to go by fast, and it was kind of odd. At any rate, I started the P&P blog, and I applied for a job at the P&C. Wish me luck.

Well, new layout. But I'm having trouble getting rid of that stupid turquoise color on my tagboard. If someone could help, I'd greatly appreciate it. Because I give up. Anyways. This layout is a lovely yellow, focusing on the fact I have spring fever, and features the lovely Dominique Swain.

10 Wonderful Novels
1. "Little Women" by Louisa May Alcott
2. "Lolita" by Vladmir Nobakov
3. "The Virigin Suicides" by Jeffrey Euglendies
4. "To Kill A Mocking Bird" by... I forget who. Sorry lapse of sanity.
5. "The Princess Bride" by William Goldman
6. "Jemima J" by Jane Green
7. "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald
8. "The Perks of Being A Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky
9. "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson
10. "A Walk To Remember" by Nicholas Sparks

9 Stunning Movies
1. "American Beauty"
2. "Pleasantville"
3. "Moulin Rouge"
4. "The Princess Bride"
5. "Dazed and Confused"
6. "Sweet Home Alabama"
7. "Girl"
8. "Bridget Jones' Diary"
9. "Simone"

8 Great Actresses
1. Dominique Swain
2. Renee Zellweger
3. Lauren Graham
4. Reese Witherspoon
5. Alexis Bledel
6. Sandra Bullock
7. Katie Holmes

7 Lovely Actors
1. Jensen Ackles
2. Milo Ventimiglia
3. Chad Murray
4. Shane West
5. Colin Farrell
6. Gregory Smith
7. Kerr Smith

6 Fantastic Writers
1. F. Scott Fitzgerald
2. Isobel Bird
3. Vladimir Nabokov
4. Carly Phillips
5. Helen Fielding
6. Cate Tiernan

5 Delicious TV Series
1. Gilmore Girls (Beginnings automatically included)
2. Everwood
3. CSI (and CSI:Miami of course, package deal here.)
4. Crossing Jordon
5. Dawson's Creek

4 Amazing Bands/Singers
1. The White Stripes
2. The Clash
3. Live
4. Matchbox Twenty

3 Breathtaking Songs
1. "Stole" - Kelly Rowland
2. "Picture" - Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow
3. "Thunder Rolls" - Garth Brooks

2 Loveable Characters
1. Jess Mariano (Gilmore Girls)
2. Colin Hart (Everwood) (as much as I wanted to hate him... he's too screwed up for me to hate.)

1 Unforgettable Line

1. "My mother told me never go through a lady's bag, at least, not until you're a couple of blocks away. I'm just kidding. She never said that. Though, it sounds like pretty good advice doesn't it?" - Jess Mariano "Gilmore Girls"

Apparently I can't have a job unless it's on my father's terms. I have to go work today and he's all "I'll get you up at 9 and we'll go." meaning "be ready at 9." So where am I at 9? Getting ready. Where is he at 9? In the bloody shower for fifteen damn minutes. So I go to him downstairs with all my stuff, in a good friggin' mood by the way. and I'm like "Okay, ready to go?" and he's like "NO!!!!! NOT RIGHT NOW! I HAVE LAUNDRY IN THE WASH!" Big freakin' deal. It will still be here when we get back. Plus he didn't have to cop an attitude. Jesus Christ, he wonders why I hate him and am so mean all the time. Did he ever stop and think that maybe he's the problem? Nooooooo. He's too holy than thou for that.

Grrrrrrrr. Much like my last blog, once again, Dad is a lot of words I can't say on here. He always automatically assumes the worst about me, and then he wonders why I have a problem with him. What a freak. I wish he'd just go to hell.